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ive made the effort to stay friends with you for the past few months that we've slipped apart. i've called you, invited you many places, and wanted to hangout. everytime i do so, you give me excuses like the fact that you're hanging out with your new boyfriend or that your not allowed out. still, i make the effort. i havent had one conversation with you in the past 5 months which you have made the effort to contact me. i presented you with that politely and made you the perposition that i would give you some time to figure things out and then give me a call. a month and a half rolled by and i didnt recieve a call, although you knew i was upset that you havent wanted to be friends with me. your love isnt real. ontop of it, everytime you get a new boyfriend or group of friends, you change and brag about how rad a certian genre of music is, or how cool and rebellious you are now. i find this hallarious, because you were quite conservative last month, and you've never listened to metal in your life, or if you did, it must of been in the closet because noone has ever found a metal cd in your room or metal tracks on your computer. you also have never talked about this genre of music before to anyone. furthermore, when my friends who know metal and have been listening to the genre talk to you, they tell me that you have no idea what you're talking about. this proves my point that you are artificial. when you were dating a black guy, all you listened to was rap and raved about how your boyfriend must have a huge dick. oh yeah, this was about the time where you began to smoke weed because he did, something you told me scince we'd started hanging out that you'd never do, because you were to mature for it.
today i confronted you after another couple of weeks went by, after you came to a favorite place of mine in langley and told me you had enjoyed it, you've not called me back. you portray to me that your friends are everything you've ever wanted and how your cool new trandy metal boyfriend is so hot.
today i confronted you with my delema. sure, i was aggressive because i was really upset. i believe if i make an effort to build a friendship then equal effort should be made. to me, this hasnt been shown. i don't have time for people who dont want to build over foundations. all i asked for is that your feelings be real and that you make the equal effort to be my friend. we're no longer friends now, because you haven't made that effort mutual. im tired of it, and i don't agree with being pushed around. i have no time for immaturity.
today i confronted you after another couple of weeks went by, after you came to a favorite place of mine in langley and told me you had enjoyed it, you've not called me back. you portray to me that your friends are everything you've ever wanted and how your cool new trandy metal boyfriend is so hot.
today i confronted you with my delema. sure, i was aggressive because i was really upset. i believe if i make an effort to build a friendship then equal effort should be made. to me, this hasnt been shown. i don't have time for people who dont want to build over foundations. all i asked for is that your feelings be real and that you make the equal effort to be my friend. we're no longer friends now, because you haven't made that effort mutual. im tired of it, and i don't agree with being pushed around. i have no time for immaturity.