hello, kiddies. long time no talk..
you know you're way too busy when you don't have time to update this thing...ever. that's how this whole year has been though. everything is so nuts...but maybe that's best. at least i'll never be bored?
last night was really fun. after the field trip and SAT prep stuff i went to the swc quarterfinal volleyball game at which we successfully kicked barlow's asses. and by we i mean they. =) it was awesome though and i'm so happy for them. i think semifinals are wednesday? im not sure if i'll be able to go though. i'll have to check up on that one. then andie and i went to the soccer game. there was practically nobody there, but it was still fun. all the vball girls had to go to another game in bethel to watch the teams, so it was literally andie and me sitting by ourselves. it was fun though. then we sat in andie's car listening to music for a while and talking. it was fun. and relaxing. then it started to rain so we left. came home, showered, then went to sarah's for the night for the usual talking about boys and such. gotta love girls' night. sweet man. we were gonna go outside and look at the stars, but then we realized it was cloudy. darn. gotta put that on our to do list...
i woke up and went right to dance for my first day of teaching on saturdays since cate sciaretto left. it was kinda weird. i did the jazz class and the parents seemed okay with it. i think they think im really young, but they'll get over it. their kids like me. then i had to sub for manti for two ballet/tap classes which was all fine then i had leaps and turns and rehearsal for two and a half hours. then we spent the rest of the afternoon putting katlyn into the pointe dance in the likely case i wont be dancing in the first competition. it was kinda sad, but i guess it had to be done. whatever. they'll be fine.
school has been absolutely nuts lately. everything is so hard. its seriously kicking my butt. especially chem. ohh dear i really need to magically bring my grade up over the next week? we'll see how that endeavor goes. journalism is awesome though. i really really like it. its so much better this year and that makes me really happy. and i like physics too. even though its hard and im not that good at it and i absolutely detest webassign, for some strange reason its kind of fun. i think that's mrs. lowell though. i really like her alot. which is awesome because i feel like that's one of those classes where if i had a bad teacher it'd make me want to cry. i like math too. (=D) a lot more than i thought i would. and im starting to like mrs. sherman. sweet man. and i actually understand most of what we're doing which is awesome. i like english a lot too. we haven't been doing much lately but i've had a lot of fun writing and just...thinking about stuff and its a really good class. history is also kicking my ass but i love it. there's some sweet kids in there and its more or less a party. and edwards rocks. and 30/20s own me. free periods at the end of the day on thursday get me through the week, along with lots of hot chocolate and minimal sleep. but i guess its been good.
dance has been okay too. even if i haven't actually been dancing. everyone else is doing well. the competition pieces still need a lot of work but they'll come together. its really hard watching class and not being able to do it. though i think it might be even harder to watch them run the pieces with understudies in my spot. its a really really weird feeling. but whatever. i guess im getting used to it and i think that's a good thing. hopefully nothing major will go on next friday and i'll be back quicker than expected. i might freak out if i can't actually do the january competition. i dont really want to freak out about that yet though. i'm still kinda chill about it. though i may well break down next weekend. we'll see. i'm just looking forward to a solution. i feel like for the past five weeks things have only gotten worse.
my parents decided today that we're redecorating the main level of the house by thanksgiving. minus painting since that's done. they've been to home depot and the curtain store 932846 times in the past few days. they're nuts. it keeps them busy though so that's good. im worried about my grandma...i feel like she's getting sicker. i honestly dont even have the energy to worry about that at this point. im too exhasted, as awful as that is. i guess i'll just have to pray and hope for the best.
monday is our fbla fall state conference. which normally would be cool but its killing me to miss school. i missed friday too for the journalism field trip. i'm going to have so much to make up. then i'll have to miss friday for the surgury or whatever they end up doing and then hopefully i'll be in good shape to go to school monday and that will be it. three days in two weeks is way too much though. this craziness really needs to stop.
i need to get moving on my college searching too. i feel really far behind. maybe tonight i can semi-solidify a list of schools to look at. hmm. that's project number one for tonight.
im gonna get to that...
peace out, kiddies