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Dec 31, 2005 01:43

I'm sick, I'm tired and I'm through with you.

I think it's soon time to visit the doctor. I probably am dying.

I may have gotten a guy at work fired tonight. It was only indirectly my fault but still sort of my fault. But I guess it's his ultimately.

I'm making the coolest thing ever for my drumkit. It's going to be sexually licious.

For once I don't think I'm confused at all. Certain things happen for a reason and I've finially come to see that people are naturally selfish, some more than others and worse still some that don't realize it. And then still others that are seemingly not selfish at all... I can see cleary now that nothing has changed yet so much has. My judgement continous to be clouded from time to time by ulmatily I think you're the only girl who actually cares about me. You always have and probably always will. Thank you for that. I wish things were different right now but that's the selfishness in me coming out. I am glad you're happy. you deserve to be.

good night moon. i really wish i could sleep
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