(no subject)
We know people. And we trust people. Can we every completely trust a person after that trust is broken?
I'd like to think so. But does is it always supposed to be at the back of your mind? Forgotten until it will hurt you the most? Using it as a tool to further your depression and self loathing?
And it's never the other person's fault. No no, it's always your fault because obviously you must have done something wrong. You must have offended, wronged, embarrassed, forgotten. Heaven forbid you have a bad day or an argument.
What the fuck brain? Why must you hold onto these grudges and hard feelings? Why is it so hard to let go of pain and easy to forget happiness? Why do we, as people. do this to ourselves? Why aren't we strong enough?
Why aren't I strong enough?
I'd like to think so. But does is it always supposed to be at the back of your mind? Forgotten until it will hurt you the most? Using it as a tool to further your depression and self loathing?
And it's never the other person's fault. No no, it's always your fault because obviously you must have done something wrong. You must have offended, wronged, embarrassed, forgotten. Heaven forbid you have a bad day or an argument.
What the fuck brain? Why must you hold onto these grudges and hard feelings? Why is it so hard to let go of pain and easy to forget happiness? Why do we, as people. do this to ourselves? Why aren't we strong enough?
Why aren't I strong enough?