Thats what I get for posting tired...
The Post that was previous to this was suppoesed to go into the private post section on this journal, but as I wrote it during the wee hours of the morning. I selected the wrong option, but I guess that the damage is done now.
As for removing Mits from my friends list, it was something that I felt I needed to do. I'm tired of dealing with her self-centeredness, and her way of always making me feel like me and my life is shit. So I have decided that I just dont want to have to deal with that anymore, at least not at this point in my life. Maybe in the years to come when I have figured myself out and have come to a point in my life where I can just be normal. Maybe then the fayts will let us be friends, but until then this is how it stands. I regret the way things have worked out, however how do you tell someone that you still love that you cant stand being friends with them, because all they do is hurt you? I guess i'm just too imature to bury my feelings and stick it out with her, but so be it.
As for removing Mits from my friends list, it was something that I felt I needed to do. I'm tired of dealing with her self-centeredness, and her way of always making me feel like me and my life is shit. So I have decided that I just dont want to have to deal with that anymore, at least not at this point in my life. Maybe in the years to come when I have figured myself out and have come to a point in my life where I can just be normal. Maybe then the fayts will let us be friends, but until then this is how it stands. I regret the way things have worked out, however how do you tell someone that you still love that you cant stand being friends with them, because all they do is hurt you? I guess i'm just too imature to bury my feelings and stick it out with her, but so be it.