A Broken Heart
Last night, i was waiting on a phone call from a friend of mine. Instead of getting her phone call, my ex-girlfriend called. I was shocked, yet somewhat mad at the sametime, but didnt let her know that. This girl was my first girlfriend. I could never forget about her. She made me feel like i was really loved besides my moms. Anyway, we were talking and i told her that i couldnt believe that she actually called me. Everysince me and her had broken up, she had never called, or anything. I would call her to see how she's been, but she would never pick up the phone. But she told me last night that she had been depressed about her friend dying....I felt sorry for her of course, but the only thing my mind was on was her, and how it used to be when we were together. I mean, this girl had me to a point to where i couldnt even talk. I was speechless. Yeah, she broke my heart, but a broken heart can be healed up to a certain point, but mine is still healing. She knows that my feelings for her will never go away, but it feels as though she's doing things to have my feelings for her stop, eventhough they wont...well, i'll be back later....until then...my heart is still broken.