Dec 19, 2005 01:31
Looks like im going to end up with a 3.6 GPA for this semester. Pretty good, but not what I wanted or could have got. I could tell that I was more lazy this semester and things just seemed as if they didn't matter as much to me. Oh well, I'm home now and I find myself missing my friends from Tennessee. I don't hardly see anybody here anymore, all my friends have moved on to bigger and better things it seems like. I'm not bitter, but it is sad when it feels like my only friends here are Courtney, Heather, Jeremy, and Aaron even though I never see you! jk. Not that that is a bad thing, I love those people but everyone else I knew feel like they are gone from my life. I guess the transitional stages of life are always the hardest but then again could it be said that we are always in transition??? I don't even know what I'm writing, I'm just kinda going really. I think I've just really been questioning a lot of things lately and wondering where I'm at in life. Been thinking a lot about how all of my friends let their differences come between them and their rivalries became their ammunition, or so it seemed from my neutral view-point, to blast one another. If you think I'm talking about you then I probably am, I'm not bitter though. Guess people change and it's nobodies fault really, it's simply a fact of life. Well this post has gone on long enough and I know you will think I have ADD after reading it because it skips around. Oh well, Goodnight.