blank walls and U-Hauls.
well.
tonight was my last night in tupelo.
it was bittersweet, i guess.
I got to see some great people, if only for a little bit.
i'm not sad about leaving tupelo. i won't miss this town at all.
but i'm sad because i'm leaving my friends, and i'm sad about HOW i'm leaving. I'm sad that situations with "the group" that was once so large and close are at its worst. I'm sad about the timing. i think it would have been better if we left during the school year, i had a big blowout party, and i got to see everyone. it saddens me that i didn't get to say goodbye to a lot of great people and i will forever be to some just "the girl that moved... somewhere".
And i'm also sad about reality- sad that unfortunately and realistically, probably no one will come and see me. so THAT is what makes me sad about moving, not "being in a small town, school, hospitality (pssh...), various places, etc"-- basically what adults think that i will miss.
i want to thank ANYONE who has been my friend AT ALL during these past 7 or 8 years i've lived here.
i really am going to miss everybody, and i'm going to miss the memories.
i just wish i could have gone "out with a bang", i suppose...
i'll let you guys know about charlotte once we get the computer up at our new house.
whenever that is, call me or message me on AIM: meganstud1189
***(adam, you really didn't need to make that post....)***
I LOVE ALL OF YOU, I REALLY DO.
Megan.
tonight was my last night in tupelo.
it was bittersweet, i guess.
I got to see some great people, if only for a little bit.
i'm not sad about leaving tupelo. i won't miss this town at all.
but i'm sad because i'm leaving my friends, and i'm sad about HOW i'm leaving. I'm sad that situations with "the group" that was once so large and close are at its worst. I'm sad about the timing. i think it would have been better if we left during the school year, i had a big blowout party, and i got to see everyone. it saddens me that i didn't get to say goodbye to a lot of great people and i will forever be to some just "the girl that moved... somewhere".
And i'm also sad about reality- sad that unfortunately and realistically, probably no one will come and see me. so THAT is what makes me sad about moving, not "being in a small town, school, hospitality (pssh...), various places, etc"-- basically what adults think that i will miss.
i want to thank ANYONE who has been my friend AT ALL during these past 7 or 8 years i've lived here.
i really am going to miss everybody, and i'm going to miss the memories.
i just wish i could have gone "out with a bang", i suppose...
i'll let you guys know about charlotte once we get the computer up at our new house.
whenever that is, call me or message me on AIM: meganstud1189
***(adam, you really didn't need to make that post....)***
I LOVE ALL OF YOU, I REALLY DO.
Megan.