Dec 14, 2004 20:43
The title says it all...
Since last week i havent had much to think about or write about. Everyday...all I think about is seeing her. How i can see her.. when i can see her... how much i want to see her. It really sucks... and I REALLY miss her. I've been slacking on my schoolwork, doing it makes my day seem longer. I've just been living to get through the day lately. As fast as i can.
I have finals on Thursday... and all this stress is draining the two key elements for testing, focus and energy. I'm just so stressed out. Every morning i get to drive around with these 2 assholes while i demonstrate my newbie driving skills. The two of them are laughin their butts off in the back. In English I'm incredibly scrutinized by my teacher, and i have all these snobby Honors kids in there too.. gosh they're SO snobby. Especially a select few.. you know, the ones who ask dumb questions that are really too stupid to answer, so when u cant think of a response they think ur an idiot. I'm might get a D in Biology so now ive gotta worry about doing super well so my mom doesnt freak. Guitar all just sucks, Mrs. Roback has resigned all sanity by now. She doesnt let us take out our guitars, instead we get to sit around and listen to her talk about absolutely nothing important regarding guitars at all. Not really stressfull but just annoying. I come home to the task of homework, which i usually procrastinate on. It sucks not having anything to look forward to in a day.
I need to see her... this can only go on so long...