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Today...
was...
depressing...
Today we just kicked 3 of my very best friends out of the band. Alex, Jackie, and Joey. I really feel bad about it. REALLY bad. But 6 people was just... too much. I'm really gonna miss them though. Alot. I mean we're probobly not going to hang out as much anymore. They seemed relatively understanding about the whole thing. I thinki said some crap that wasnt true though, especially the part about "there are also individual reasons". There weren't. When i get nervous, i just start rambling and say stuff that i dont really mean. We've done this before, but it was never this depressing because we were never this close. I really.. really.... REALLY hope jackie isnt upset with me. I know that Joey and Alex will be ok, but i really... really hope Jackie isnt too upset. This band meant alot to her. Its just all so sad.
was...
depressing...
Today we just kicked 3 of my very best friends out of the band. Alex, Jackie, and Joey. I really feel bad about it. REALLY bad. But 6 people was just... too much. I'm really gonna miss them though. Alot. I mean we're probobly not going to hang out as much anymore. They seemed relatively understanding about the whole thing. I thinki said some crap that wasnt true though, especially the part about "there are also individual reasons". There weren't. When i get nervous, i just start rambling and say stuff that i dont really mean. We've done this before, but it was never this depressing because we were never this close. I really.. really.... REALLY hope jackie isnt upset with me. I know that Joey and Alex will be ok, but i really... really hope Jackie isnt too upset. This band meant alot to her. Its just all so sad.