I'm having a problem.... I'm over-eating in the evenings. I go all day long, without any problems with hunger... just drinking tea, and water---no problem
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guess you're right about LJ's reason for existence---being due to the contributions of us self-obsessed individuals... that's a nice comment. I'm really ashamed of all my psycho-babble about anorexia lately. ...not trying to convince you of anything...but really, that's not me---- I've just been so fucking bored lately waiting for this f-ing buyer to give us the go-ahead. It's really a blessing in disguise that they finally turned our offer down--at least I can get going on new projects now--and keep myself busy. I can't stand to be inactive----really, I think that's why I've had problems with my eating---it takes up so much time and effort---it's like a job. It's over. Blah, blah... the point of this comment was merely to whisper agreement to yours. But, I don't actually agree entirely----there's something much worse about being obsessed with your own weight/image/beauty and being obsessed with working hard enough to feel like you've earned something. Come on, honestly---how can you even compare??? But you're sweet anyway!!! Maybe if I were a little more stupid I'd just nod in agreement? LOL Everyone makes their own beds! I'm not a weak person by any means---just a little fucked up now and then---but I always manage. ...sounds like you do too. kisses!
My experience is that everyone has their own cross (or crosses) to bear. I would agree. My obsession with working hard to earn my fun is pyschologically unhealthy, but an eating disorder can have much more serious consquences. I wouldn't compare the two. Life is pretty stressufl even under the best of circumstances. We all deal with the stress in many healthy and unhealthy ways. I used to think that my obsession with sex and my bisexuality was just some physical or chemical imbalance. But I've come to realize it's more complicated than that. It's also a way of avoiding complicated romantic relationships with people, to avoid eventual disappointment. I think for me it's also a form of escapism. I actually have felt guilty for not feeling more guilty about some casual sexual relationships I've had. How stupid is that?! Certainly on this point we can agree: Live Journal is a wonderful way of spilling our messy lives on the page AND have someone give you feedback. It's all pretty strange and wonderful.
I'm really ashamed of all my psycho-babble about anorexia lately.
...not trying to convince you of anything...but really, that's not me---- I've just been so fucking bored lately waiting for this f-ing buyer to give us the go-ahead. It's really a blessing in disguise that they finally turned our offer down--at least I can get going on new projects now--and keep myself busy.
I can't stand to be inactive----really, I think that's why I've had problems with my eating---it takes up so much time and effort---it's like a job.
It's over.
Blah, blah... the point of this comment was merely to whisper agreement to yours. But, I don't actually agree entirely----there's something much worse about being obsessed with your own weight/image/beauty and being obsessed with working hard enough to feel like you've earned something. Come on, honestly---how can you even compare???
But you're sweet anyway!!! Maybe if I were a little more stupid I'd just nod in agreement?
LOL
Everyone makes their own beds!
I'm not a weak person by any means---just a little fucked up now and then---but I always manage. ...sounds like you do too.
kisses!
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