Hello Recluse.

Jun 14, 2007 20:30

I never realized that sorting and hanging up clothes could be such a pain in the ass. Ive spent the last four days doing just that. I guess It could be worse though, I could be on the side of the road picking up trash with a guy carrying a gun , awating for someone to run so he can shot them. My week of community service has certainly given me time for much needed thinking. ..my conclusion ?  I pretty much dispise everyone in this town to a certain extent. I sent Lynnora a message last week telling her what happened in court , and not to my surprise I didn't recieve a response. Im assuming that we are once again not on speaking terms for the time being. I came home with mixed emotions and my feelings were hurt to a certain extent not only by her but by a few others. People don't realize the impact of their actions until after its too late, atleast that's the realization that I've came too. After I went to court I had to go speak to the district attorney about what happened the night of the infamous incident. I told him everything that happened and he basically then informed me , that i needed to gives names of everyone that was in attendence at the party that night. I know what you're thinking... how could she be a bitch and rat out everyone? Well, no.. that's not the case at all actually. If I didn't give names i could face six months and 50 hours of community service for each person there. I then came to another realization, the people that i was gathered with that night ,  I couldnt honestly pick any of them that im remontly close with. So, eveyone can figure out what happened with that one.

Jeremy wanted me to come hang out last night, I decided to stay home though because i had to be back in covington early this morning. I cant wait until the weekend It's been a long week. My aunt is supposed to be coming back in from lynchburg this weekend, im not sure if i want to be here when she's here though. She stopped in last week and we had a brief discussion about a few things, I hate it when people try to make decisions for me. I'm very hard-headed and stubborn at times, i know this. I just got a bad vibe from her that made me not wanna see her again anytime soon.

The smallest things have been getting under my skin lately. I havent heard from Tyliah in a few days, Im under the impression that she's not pleased with me because I've been wanting to hang out with Jeremy here lately. She was telling me a few weeks ago that they don't really talk anymore and that they used to hang out all the time. Im pretty sure that she has feelings for him , but that's a totally different subject. I'm also stating to have seconds thoughts about our friendship. Sometimes I feel like she puts me in the middle of her and Anthony's messy relationship. Yeah, pretty dramatic.

Well, I guess that's all for right now.

As always,
SallyAnn
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