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caroline.. look i was mad because i dont like where things are going.. we USE to be best friends along wiht some other people.. really good friends.. and then now things cahnged.. and thats why i was mad.. cause i jus odnt want to accept.. and im nto the only one that is seeing it.. all u have time for now is nick all u think about is him.. its like none of us matter anymore.. thats why i was pissed up and the only thing to do is accecpt but i aint doing that either.. i jus miss us being good friends i ahte everything about this year.. there isnt one good thing.. which is kinda why i wanna leave this place and cant wait for highschool where its my chance.. but i dotn want to leave like all my "so-called" friends.. and the people i care about.. i mean really im a beach person.. its not good when u seperate that.. but this year sucks.. and i jus feel like i dont matter to u at all.. and i want to do something about it.. but how can i when ever i want to hang out u either cough dont invite me cough cough or are to busy hgangin with nick so it dosnt matter if i went with u or not.. i mean seriouslly how gay is it to make out infront of ur friends when they are jus like sitting there.. i mean seriouslly that aint cool.. if ur going to a movie or someones house to makeout dont invite ur friends or go to ur friends house.. that jus aint right..