Jan 16, 2004 20:22
Well this has turned out to be a horrible night. I'm stuck in the middle of my two best friends' arguement. I don't know what to do. One side wants me to tell them about the other side and vice versa. I don't want to lose either of them as friends! Omg i'm freaking out...i'm really worried! This is like the hardest thing and i'm not even involved..well actually i am because thier my friends but still...i don't know what to do! Like my brain hurts from thinking this hard. My heart broke when he told me how he felt about the arguement. Ugh i just don't know what to do. Lets hope this never happens to you. But anyway, i have to be at practice at 5:30 tomorrow moening. so exciting..and its just for suicides...jv doesn't even have to go. lol But i'll probably end up staying for the whole thing because by that time my mom wouldv'e fallen asleep. But wrestling has some district thing tomorrow...i was planning on going but i can't because of practice. Erik good luck tomorrow! I love you like a brother! *really* I'm sick of my parents yelling at me. Its always over stupid stuff. Like i don't think my mom trusts me at all. She can't even believe if i've taken a shower. I was like do i smell to you or something...my gosh! How can you not take a shower thats gross. So then we got into this extravagent yelling match so i'm probably grounded. Yippy. Just to make today worse...always. Gosh, i was having an awesome weak and then like BAM friday came and its turned out to be one of the worst days of my life. I miss talking to kaitlyn, I used to tell her everything..i mean like everything. But i screwed our friendship a long time ago so thats over. Shelby and Emily are both not here...Ugh i should just go get some water and watch a movie. Untill next time.....Much luv**caitlin**