May 12, 2006 22:14
I have absolutely no idea what to do with myself right now...
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't listen to "my" music because it's too happy for my mood...
I kind of want to be with people, but then I don't because I think I need time to myself... but I dont want to be home alone. It's so weird, I can't even explain this. This week has been just ridiculous. Way too many ups and downs.
I just.. dont know anymore.