Wow it takes forever to pick out icons...

[stuck_n_scared]

i seriously was trying to pick out oe for every emotion i could have....then i figured out that that's impossible....anyways

i seriously dont understand what douche wants. He doesnt want a girlfriend right now, okay thats fine i dont want a boyfriend we had this talk and we both know how each other feels... but yet he act likes he wants me to be his girl...i guess i act like i want him to be my boy but are just both holding onto each other for a back up...or are we actually taking this slow...or is this just us being on and off like we have been for 3 years...i guess all i can do is wait...i mean i dont really like him that much, actually in all reality i dont really like anyone, i havent in a while...

i kinda forgot what it feels like to want to hang out with someone all the time and cant wait for them to call and text you....cant wait for them to hold you and kiss you... its so werid how these feelings fade...

o well...i have my friends...<3

so anyways i dont work today and teresa is at work and shannon is at her dads and krysta is still living in NC...wow im a loser lol, i have no friends lol....j/kin!

i think im going to go to a park and think and swing....sounds like a good idea