feelin really blaahhhh
hmmm, haven't been in the greatest mood lately... i think the only ppl i've talked to in the past week have been czee, darlz, and aimz? sorry to the others...but it's been rough.
last week i pretty much LIVED at the leddy...i'm never studying at the leddy with my bro again...he's too distracting, i hardly got anything done...but yea...i dunno WHY i study. i studied all week last week at the leddy after class straight to close...every damn day except saturday for stina's b-day. but seriously...i studied till 2 a.m. BY MYSELF! one time the bf felt bad for me and joined me at 12 so i wouldn't have to walk to my car alone at 2. ask me if my studying helped!!!! HELL NOOO it didn't. czee witnessed a sad dee on wednesday. all i can do now is cry. i suggest no one talk to me, cuz i'll just cry. i cried in my maternity class TWICE! who does that??? i guess it's my own damn fault for counting up my marks and finding out i got 34% on my micro exam (which i studied for, for FIVE long days). i cried all day yesterday...it was hell...
i woke up this morning with these bad cramps in my stomach. i couldn't walk, i was dizzy, i was gettin hot/cold flashes...i wanted to die. i went crawling (cuz i couldnt walk) to my mom, crying and screaming...she took me to the doctor (poor mom, she had to work tonyte too) and yea...i got sum heavy ass meds. i've been taking advil, so im kinda scared to mix it with the anaprox the doc gave me. PLUS, the anaprox is supposed to make me drowsy, so i think i'd rather study and die of pain then take these meds. we'll see...
studyin at the leddy from 12 till close tomorrow
debating on going out saturday still...but im shootin towards the no, i think i'd rather study
studying at the leddy from open to close sunday
ssooo yea...guess i'll juss see y'all at my grave, since school's never ending and juss kills ya
i kno the bf always tells me school isn't everything, but to me it is. all i want is a good education, so i can get a job and move to california. thats all i'm working for...i just want to get away
i'm frendz with a new girl...her name's lynda, and shes in nursing. she is sssoooo nice...when she was me crying, she bought me chips! it's like she ALREADY knows what makes me happy!
so yea...hopefully everyone's doing better than me...gettin dizzy tho...shouldn't have come onto the comp...gonna try studying....so talk to u guyz later...
luv ya *muah*
last week i pretty much LIVED at the leddy...i'm never studying at the leddy with my bro again...he's too distracting, i hardly got anything done...but yea...i dunno WHY i study. i studied all week last week at the leddy after class straight to close...every damn day except saturday for stina's b-day. but seriously...i studied till 2 a.m. BY MYSELF! one time the bf felt bad for me and joined me at 12 so i wouldn't have to walk to my car alone at 2. ask me if my studying helped!!!! HELL NOOO it didn't. czee witnessed a sad dee on wednesday. all i can do now is cry. i suggest no one talk to me, cuz i'll just cry. i cried in my maternity class TWICE! who does that??? i guess it's my own damn fault for counting up my marks and finding out i got 34% on my micro exam (which i studied for, for FIVE long days). i cried all day yesterday...it was hell...
i woke up this morning with these bad cramps in my stomach. i couldn't walk, i was dizzy, i was gettin hot/cold flashes...i wanted to die. i went crawling (cuz i couldnt walk) to my mom, crying and screaming...she took me to the doctor (poor mom, she had to work tonyte too) and yea...i got sum heavy ass meds. i've been taking advil, so im kinda scared to mix it with the anaprox the doc gave me. PLUS, the anaprox is supposed to make me drowsy, so i think i'd rather study and die of pain then take these meds. we'll see...
studyin at the leddy from 12 till close tomorrow
debating on going out saturday still...but im shootin towards the no, i think i'd rather study
studying at the leddy from open to close sunday
ssooo yea...guess i'll juss see y'all at my grave, since school's never ending and juss kills ya
i kno the bf always tells me school isn't everything, but to me it is. all i want is a good education, so i can get a job and move to california. thats all i'm working for...i just want to get away
i'm frendz with a new girl...her name's lynda, and shes in nursing. she is sssoooo nice...when she was me crying, she bought me chips! it's like she ALREADY knows what makes me happy!
so yea...hopefully everyone's doing better than me...gettin dizzy tho...shouldn't have come onto the comp...gonna try studying....so talk to u guyz later...
luv ya *muah*