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its past 6am and im still up!
partly cos i took a nap frm 10pm - 1am earlier on.. *guilty*
anw, i <3 late nights.
it gifs me de much-needed space & tranquility to think
i mean, jus how often do you get to indulge in uninterrupted thoughts?
after staying up the whole night, i haf a few thoughts on my mind..
sometimes i secretly wish dat my english was bad.. not saying tat its good, but speaking in terms of relativity
yeah so that i dun hafta be doing all these side editing works for others..
for school projects or related stuff, its almost a given that i'll be de one doing editing..
for de mundaney stuff pertainin to my dad's work like emails/contracts, or relative's miscellaneous letters,or friends' impt essays etc, i'll be approached to do de vetting too :/
okay sometimes i dun mind, really..
but times when i feel lik doin absolutely nothing to enjoy abit of me-time, yet i am obliged to fulfill these sort of favours to others.. my humble language skill really feels more like a liability than an asset..
okay this is seriously how i feel, and i feel bad that i feel this way..? :(
sighs so i'll prolly be stuck in this rut forever
alright, pros and cons.. give and take huh? ._.
another thing on my mind.. im contemplating on my summer holiday plans.
really interested to go overseas for some youth expedition thingy in Cambodia
been wanting to do sth like this for a long time, now's de chance!
and.. i oso wanna head to bangkok for a short getaway!
hopefully wif my boy, i guess dat'll be really sweet :)
and and and..
ive got a million other things i wanna do and sign up for as well!
pilates/yoga wif renee, continue my driving lessons, learn a foreign language etc..
okae maybe i shld start by takin up a job to supplement all these upcoming expenses!
seems like de only well-paying job available to students is to be a tutor :/
&my mind automatically goes "ohman.. not again.."
almost reaching 20, it feels damn weird to be askin for money frm ur parents.
err time to put up some tuition posters :( :( :(
partly cos i took a nap frm 10pm - 1am earlier on.. *guilty*
anw, i <3 late nights.
it gifs me de much-needed space & tranquility to think
i mean, jus how often do you get to indulge in uninterrupted thoughts?
after staying up the whole night, i haf a few thoughts on my mind..
sometimes i secretly wish dat my english was bad.. not saying tat its good, but speaking in terms of relativity
yeah so that i dun hafta be doing all these side editing works for others..
for school projects or related stuff, its almost a given that i'll be de one doing editing..
for de mundaney stuff pertainin to my dad's work like emails/contracts, or relative's miscellaneous letters,or friends' impt essays etc, i'll be approached to do de vetting too :/
okay sometimes i dun mind, really..
but times when i feel lik doin absolutely nothing to enjoy abit of me-time, yet i am obliged to fulfill these sort of favours to others.. my humble language skill really feels more like a liability than an asset..
okay this is seriously how i feel, and i feel bad that i feel this way..? :(
sighs so i'll prolly be stuck in this rut forever
alright, pros and cons.. give and take huh? ._.
another thing on my mind.. im contemplating on my summer holiday plans.
really interested to go overseas for some youth expedition thingy in Cambodia
been wanting to do sth like this for a long time, now's de chance!
and.. i oso wanna head to bangkok for a short getaway!
hopefully wif my boy, i guess dat'll be really sweet :)
and and and..
ive got a million other things i wanna do and sign up for as well!
pilates/yoga wif renee, continue my driving lessons, learn a foreign language etc..
okae maybe i shld start by takin up a job to supplement all these upcoming expenses!
seems like de only well-paying job available to students is to be a tutor :/
&my mind automatically goes "ohman.. not again.."
almost reaching 20, it feels damn weird to be askin for money frm ur parents.
err time to put up some tuition posters :( :( :(