Dec 30, 2009 04:43
its de first time ive ever sobbed so hysterically
to the extent that i was trembling badly with my hands numb
i jus totally broke down
anw, things are fine now.
but this incident got me ponderin about alot of things
this revelation is abit too much of a shock
thankful for some ppl in my life, who genuinely endure shit wif me
& who will actually think in my shoes to prevent shit frm happening
issit a question of maturity? sensitivity? or simply ingenuity?
i used to freely gif ppl de benefit of de doubt, albeit them bein undeservin most of de time
but after this, not once not twice but repeated incidents
i cant swallow it down anymore
im honestly and thoroughly disappointed
i dunno if some ppl are worth it anymore
seriously, ive gotta stop bein dumb.
its freaking time to grow up