....ah, fuck.
I've lived at the library for 4 days straight, and today was my midterm for educational psychology. Pray for my soul. There were somethings that i still didn't know, but i think i did decent. i KNOW i didn't fail.
i <3 tuna salad sandwiches.
we're supposed to go to the mall today, but we don't know anyone enough to ask them for a ride. mayra's boyfriend bought some drinks, so we're all probably gonna party at the other mayra's tonight.... ;)
i hate ignorant people. they infest the office everyday. i love my job, but sometimes it's so annoying i think i may scream.
i think i am a closet psychopath. i know i can get angry just like everyone else, and most of the time i supress the anger by quietly dealing with it, just to get over it quickly...but sometimes i say things like ''and i wanted to smother them'' or ''it seems like the only way i can get through to them is if i hit them over the head with a sledgehammer'' or ''i hope they die'' when i get upset with people. :-\ I don't want to kill anyone!!
...ok i've got a list. a very short one. maybe two, three people. *shoulders slump* do i need anger management? sometimes i think that these frustrating and often depressing waves of feelings i have are a hint of anger. pent up anger. and i hate lashing out on other people....oh, my god. i think i do need anger management.