oh no,not this again

[stuck_in_france]

Don't you hate when life is just going soo well and yet you still feel like there is something missing? What I am going through I have struggled with my whole post-pubescent life. I know I have eluded to it with no explanation but sometimes it even makes me think "jesus, just get over it." So I won't bore you with the thoughts in my head or in my heart. I just want the *insert whatever word i can't find to describe it here* to go away. I had fun tonight but it seems no matter how much fun I have I can't escape my *insert another word that escapes me here*. I hate that I can't even describe it. Eh, I am going to bed.
Hope everything is well in your world.
~N