well that just sucks
Well I had a nice entry all written out and was just about to hit post and what happens?? Mozilla crashes. Now how could this happen? That, among other things, is supposed to be a problem with Explorer and the whole reason to use Mozilla. Needless to say now you are getting a rant about the now missing post.
Ok so maybe I won't go on too much.
So today I went hiking around the cliff side near Perros. It was fantastic. A lil cold but nice. I am glad I spent so much time outside in England because I may actually not be a winter pansy anymore. It only took 3 (count 'em 3) layers of clothing to stay somewhat warm. No one else was out so maybe I am a bit insane but it was a nice "clear your head and work life out" time. So here are a few things I have decided...
*I have decided that no matter how much it saddens me, going back to the states is the best thing for my life right now. I am going to straighten out the financial responsibilities that my parents defaulted on, and get some money of my own to then decide where I want to be in the world.
*I have decided I am no longer going to take on the charge of "rescuing" people from themselves. If you want to stay fucked up fine... just don't whinge to me what you would like to be different and then do nothing about it. I have enough on my mind and heart with out your problems.
*I have decided some people are not capable of doing anything with out a motive. Whether its to see how far you can get with me (emotionally/physically) or just because you think it will make you (not me, but you) happy. I will not trust that these people just do things out of the goodness of their heart unless they have proved themselves in the past, ever again. BTW if you are reading this you are prolly not in the above mentioned group since there are some very selfless people who I have the honor of knowing. This is a small but irritating enough to bother to post about group of people.
*I have also decided I look damn cute in mouse ears... see icon.
Other than that life is fine. I am off to make dinner.
Hope everything is well in your world.
Love,
~N
Ok so maybe I won't go on too much.
So today I went hiking around the cliff side near Perros. It was fantastic. A lil cold but nice. I am glad I spent so much time outside in England because I may actually not be a winter pansy anymore. It only took 3 (count 'em 3) layers of clothing to stay somewhat warm. No one else was out so maybe I am a bit insane but it was a nice "clear your head and work life out" time. So here are a few things I have decided...
*I have decided that no matter how much it saddens me, going back to the states is the best thing for my life right now. I am going to straighten out the financial responsibilities that my parents defaulted on, and get some money of my own to then decide where I want to be in the world.
*I have decided I am no longer going to take on the charge of "rescuing" people from themselves. If you want to stay fucked up fine... just don't whinge to me what you would like to be different and then do nothing about it. I have enough on my mind and heart with out your problems.
*I have decided some people are not capable of doing anything with out a motive. Whether its to see how far you can get with me (emotionally/physically) or just because you think it will make you (not me, but you) happy. I will not trust that these people just do things out of the goodness of their heart unless they have proved themselves in the past, ever again. BTW if you are reading this you are prolly not in the above mentioned group since there are some very selfless people who I have the honor of knowing. This is a small but irritating enough to bother to post about group of people.
*I have also decided I look damn cute in mouse ears... see icon.
Other than that life is fine. I am off to make dinner.
Hope everything is well in your world.
Love,
~N