everythign for the last week
ok for the last week alot has happened. last thursday i spent most of it with my brother driving him around to see people all day and i spent some time doin graduation practices and stuff. in the morning i met kurt and matt for the first time really and went through graduation practice. that lasted for over two hrs it seemed like. its funny, the first thing that school teaches us is how to line up and walk down the hallway, the last thing they teach us is how to line up and come in for graduation commencement. interesting isnt?
well i was suppose to tell my dad about me liken guys and stuff before baccaleurette but i spent all day running matt around that i never had time to go talk to him. then i went and watched harry potter in theatre at 12:15 with matt, kurt, caitlyn, and jessica. the movie was great and i started to like kurt then, but maken caitlyn think that i was just doin it to annoy her. kurt and i both dated caitlyn at some point in school is why it started out to annoy her, but now its more.
friday i went to breakfast with some friends at denny's. then i went to grad practice, went to sweet home for my bbq there. went to their graduation for sweet home high school. and i found out there that my dad felt like i was avoiding him for some reason, no i was just busy with everything for graduation goin on.
well saturday was graduation. that went ok i guess, i ended up bein pissed at my dad on the way out cause he just had to hurry up and get back to my grandparents house and help them set up nothin. and he got really pissed at me when i wanted to see my aunt and grandparents that came down for graduation from sweet home. he just kept glaring at me the whole time i was talkin to them, but once my older brother went over there, he stopped like almost immediately. shit on him for all i care. but there is more to that then i care to put on here, sorry. well the bbq went good for the most part, there were alot of ppl there so i spent most of the time just goin from one person to the next and not really spending alot of time with anyone of them. i got like 1800 dollars though for graduation. i ended up leaving my party after like two hrs after it started.
well i went to my all night party at the school and i had alot of fun there. i spent alot of my time with kurt of course, gettin to know him better. we did just about everything together. but what i didnt realize though, is that his brother was also hittin on me at the same time as i was hittin on kurt. kurt's brother matt, not my brother matt, different matt, was straight, well thats what he made everyone think. i never even realized he was until the other night when he told me he was bi and he liked me. well after the part we went in a group to go get breakfast at ihop. kurt wasnt feelin too good and i ended up spending most of the time talkin to matt and a girl named angie. i didnt even realize then that matt was hittin on me still. after finishing breakfast, we went out to the cars and i had kurts lai still, well i gave it back to him and i was like maybe a foot away from him, i was sooo close to givin him a good night kiss too, but i didnt know how he felt so i didnt.
when i got home, i was 30 seconds late from seein my brother leave for alabama. i was kind of bumbed that i didnt get to say good-bye to him, i still havent talked to him yet on the phone either. i should call him soon. but then sunday i went and spent like two hrs with my dad and freakin bitchy stepmom who still hasnt changed a bit yet. and we never talked about me liken guys, we talked about college and insurance and things like that. but nothin really important. i went over to caitlyns grad party. i guess after i left, i missed matt and kurt, the showed up after me.
monday, i spent a couple more hrs with my parens in the morning gettin a savings account opened up for me and then we went and had lunch. i had to leave to go to the outback and take a personality test. i passed it and today i had an interview and i think i got a job there but i dont know, i wont find out until this weekend though. but that was about it for monday.
on tuesday i went to the high school and helped out in the counseling office cause i had nothin better to do in the morning. well for lunch, two of the counselors paid for my lunch down the street where caitlyn was just startin her new job at bagelsphere. i just had to go see her and see how she was doin. well then i pretty much did nothin really for the rest of the day. well that night i was talkin to matt online, kurts brother, and we were talkin and stuff and then he tells me he has a secret. he tells me he was bi and i was just like ok thats cool. well then he proceeds to tell me that he could make it awkard for us and goes and tells me he has had a crush on me since we saw harry potter and that he was tryin to flirt with me at the all night party. well to put it this way, now i am having to decide between matt and kurt. dont know what to do there really. tonight though i told them to decide what they want to do, if they want a threesome or whatever. its up to them and i will make a decision from there cause i really like them both and want them both too. well thats pretty much the extent of what been goin on for the last week or so in my life, talk to ya guys later, sorry its so long, but i had to update alot of things, tim
well i was suppose to tell my dad about me liken guys and stuff before baccaleurette but i spent all day running matt around that i never had time to go talk to him. then i went and watched harry potter in theatre at 12:15 with matt, kurt, caitlyn, and jessica. the movie was great and i started to like kurt then, but maken caitlyn think that i was just doin it to annoy her. kurt and i both dated caitlyn at some point in school is why it started out to annoy her, but now its more.
friday i went to breakfast with some friends at denny's. then i went to grad practice, went to sweet home for my bbq there. went to their graduation for sweet home high school. and i found out there that my dad felt like i was avoiding him for some reason, no i was just busy with everything for graduation goin on.
well saturday was graduation. that went ok i guess, i ended up bein pissed at my dad on the way out cause he just had to hurry up and get back to my grandparents house and help them set up nothin. and he got really pissed at me when i wanted to see my aunt and grandparents that came down for graduation from sweet home. he just kept glaring at me the whole time i was talkin to them, but once my older brother went over there, he stopped like almost immediately. shit on him for all i care. but there is more to that then i care to put on here, sorry. well the bbq went good for the most part, there were alot of ppl there so i spent most of the time just goin from one person to the next and not really spending alot of time with anyone of them. i got like 1800 dollars though for graduation. i ended up leaving my party after like two hrs after it started.
well i went to my all night party at the school and i had alot of fun there. i spent alot of my time with kurt of course, gettin to know him better. we did just about everything together. but what i didnt realize though, is that his brother was also hittin on me at the same time as i was hittin on kurt. kurt's brother matt, not my brother matt, different matt, was straight, well thats what he made everyone think. i never even realized he was until the other night when he told me he was bi and he liked me. well after the part we went in a group to go get breakfast at ihop. kurt wasnt feelin too good and i ended up spending most of the time talkin to matt and a girl named angie. i didnt even realize then that matt was hittin on me still. after finishing breakfast, we went out to the cars and i had kurts lai still, well i gave it back to him and i was like maybe a foot away from him, i was sooo close to givin him a good night kiss too, but i didnt know how he felt so i didnt.
when i got home, i was 30 seconds late from seein my brother leave for alabama. i was kind of bumbed that i didnt get to say good-bye to him, i still havent talked to him yet on the phone either. i should call him soon. but then sunday i went and spent like two hrs with my dad and freakin bitchy stepmom who still hasnt changed a bit yet. and we never talked about me liken guys, we talked about college and insurance and things like that. but nothin really important. i went over to caitlyns grad party. i guess after i left, i missed matt and kurt, the showed up after me.
monday, i spent a couple more hrs with my parens in the morning gettin a savings account opened up for me and then we went and had lunch. i had to leave to go to the outback and take a personality test. i passed it and today i had an interview and i think i got a job there but i dont know, i wont find out until this weekend though. but that was about it for monday.
on tuesday i went to the high school and helped out in the counseling office cause i had nothin better to do in the morning. well for lunch, two of the counselors paid for my lunch down the street where caitlyn was just startin her new job at bagelsphere. i just had to go see her and see how she was doin. well then i pretty much did nothin really for the rest of the day. well that night i was talkin to matt online, kurts brother, and we were talkin and stuff and then he tells me he has a secret. he tells me he was bi and i was just like ok thats cool. well then he proceeds to tell me that he could make it awkard for us and goes and tells me he has had a crush on me since we saw harry potter and that he was tryin to flirt with me at the all night party. well to put it this way, now i am having to decide between matt and kurt. dont know what to do there really. tonight though i told them to decide what they want to do, if they want a threesome or whatever. its up to them and i will make a decision from there cause i really like them both and want them both too. well thats pretty much the extent of what been goin on for the last week or so in my life, talk to ya guys later, sorry its so long, but i had to update alot of things, tim