I'm honestly scared of someone for the first time in my life...
I'm scared of Adam...honestly scared...I've never been scared of anyone before. And I used to like him...we had a thing...I called him a dork once and he got mad...but his uncle was there...is that the only reason why he didn't do it to me?
You see, at lunch, he hit Renee. I don't mean playfully hit her, I mean he physically abused her. I was studying for AP Bio, so my head was down. He was sitting right across from me. I was there...I didn't see it, but I heard it. You could tell it was hard. I looked up to see her shocked face. I kept wondering if she was going to do something...why didn't I do something? I guess I was just scared...I couldn't say anything...why couldn't I say anything? I'm the one who retaliates...I'm the one who doesn't take anything from anyone...I'm the one who goes down fighting...so why didn't I? WHY DIDN'T I DO ANTHING?
I feel like I should be better than this...I'm never scared...
And I feel like the school isn't doing anything...he didn't get in trouble at all...
Also, he rigged a sharpie with a nail sticking out of the cap and he was stabbing things with it. Oh, and he used a cookie as a saw to cut someone's hand open to make it bleed...and this someone let him do it! He's also hit his ex-gf, threatened to slash her tires, and threatened to kill her...I want him out of my school. He didn't even get detention for hitting Renee. However, BJ, Renee's bf heard about it and punched Adam...Bj is suspended for 10 days...hmmm...
I don't want to go to school tomorrow...I don't feel safe. I'm not eating lunch with him...never again.
Thank God I got out of that relationship early on...thank God. Thank-you God...
I wrote about it in my xanga...less details, but the same feelings...I don't think he'll read it...hopefully not...if he does...and if he tries anything, he won't get away with it...I won't be the victim...I'll make sure the right thing gets done this time...I wish I would have the first time...
~Holly~
You see, at lunch, he hit Renee. I don't mean playfully hit her, I mean he physically abused her. I was studying for AP Bio, so my head was down. He was sitting right across from me. I was there...I didn't see it, but I heard it. You could tell it was hard. I looked up to see her shocked face. I kept wondering if she was going to do something...why didn't I do something? I guess I was just scared...I couldn't say anything...why couldn't I say anything? I'm the one who retaliates...I'm the one who doesn't take anything from anyone...I'm the one who goes down fighting...so why didn't I? WHY DIDN'T I DO ANTHING?
I feel like I should be better than this...I'm never scared...
And I feel like the school isn't doing anything...he didn't get in trouble at all...
Also, he rigged a sharpie with a nail sticking out of the cap and he was stabbing things with it. Oh, and he used a cookie as a saw to cut someone's hand open to make it bleed...and this someone let him do it! He's also hit his ex-gf, threatened to slash her tires, and threatened to kill her...I want him out of my school. He didn't even get detention for hitting Renee. However, BJ, Renee's bf heard about it and punched Adam...Bj is suspended for 10 days...hmmm...
I don't want to go to school tomorrow...I don't feel safe. I'm not eating lunch with him...never again.
Thank God I got out of that relationship early on...thank God. Thank-you God...
I wrote about it in my xanga...less details, but the same feelings...I don't think he'll read it...hopefully not...if he does...and if he tries anything, he won't get away with it...I won't be the victim...I'll make sure the right thing gets done this time...I wish I would have the first time...
~Holly~