i lied...
maybe someday when i dont feel like being a bum i'll put all those old pictures up. not today tho.
whats been going on in my life?
well... for starters.... me and dan are totally done with. its a bummer on my behalf just cause i liked him and i suppose the feeling wasnt very mutual even tho he said it was. whatever... its tough and i really hate the fact that everything could've been sooooo perfect... but he cant let it happen.
kyle is being suuuuuuuuuch an ass and i have no idea why. hes the one person that really REALLY knows me. mentally, physically, emotionally... so of course hes the one i turn to in my time of need... and i dont have those very often. im always there for him no matter how much his stories kill me... i help him as much as i possibly can... so when i turn to him... he cant even pick up his phone or return a message... and then finally he tells me that im being lame and he has problems of his own. its the shit like this that makes me wonder y i ever loved him in the first place.
so after bawling my eyes out because of my kyle and dan frustrations.... shaun is the first one there to cheer me up. i love that kid so much.. hes seriously like a brother to me and i dont know what id do without him. hes the first person to detect that something is wrong and right away asks if i want to talk about it. even tho he doesnt know me that well... he still cares enough and wants me to be happy and i am so glad i have a friend like him.
and last night... my heart broke along with my 2 best friends. they (shaun and dani) broke up... i love them so much and dont want them hurt the way they do. i know everything happens for a reason.. and maybe this is for the best... its just that i empathize for them so much and i dont want to see them hurt like this. i want them to work things out in time....
things are pretty lonely. i want someone to love me and take me on dates and stuff. i want someone to be cute with and make everyone else jealous. i want someone thats not gay and doesnt wear super baggy pants. i dunno. i just need a boy toy. someone find me one.
whats been going on in my life?
well... for starters.... me and dan are totally done with. its a bummer on my behalf just cause i liked him and i suppose the feeling wasnt very mutual even tho he said it was. whatever... its tough and i really hate the fact that everything could've been sooooo perfect... but he cant let it happen.
kyle is being suuuuuuuuuch an ass and i have no idea why. hes the one person that really REALLY knows me. mentally, physically, emotionally... so of course hes the one i turn to in my time of need... and i dont have those very often. im always there for him no matter how much his stories kill me... i help him as much as i possibly can... so when i turn to him... he cant even pick up his phone or return a message... and then finally he tells me that im being lame and he has problems of his own. its the shit like this that makes me wonder y i ever loved him in the first place.
so after bawling my eyes out because of my kyle and dan frustrations.... shaun is the first one there to cheer me up. i love that kid so much.. hes seriously like a brother to me and i dont know what id do without him. hes the first person to detect that something is wrong and right away asks if i want to talk about it. even tho he doesnt know me that well... he still cares enough and wants me to be happy and i am so glad i have a friend like him.
and last night... my heart broke along with my 2 best friends. they (shaun and dani) broke up... i love them so much and dont want them hurt the way they do. i know everything happens for a reason.. and maybe this is for the best... its just that i empathize for them so much and i dont want to see them hurt like this. i want them to work things out in time....
things are pretty lonely. i want someone to love me and take me on dates and stuff. i want someone to be cute with and make everyone else jealous. i want someone thats not gay and doesnt wear super baggy pants. i dunno. i just need a boy toy. someone find me one.