so today was not the worst day ever
today i:
- sent an email that pissed off the russian and caused him to disengage [which pissed me off because 'dude, we were talking about my feelings, i'm not sure how your feelings suddenly came into play'].
- was informed by my dad, after a trip to the dmv, that it will cost *MILLIONS OF DOLLARS* to get my saab re-registered.
- [insert stuff that usually sucks all the time--i was doing relatively well last week and even mentioned to my counselor that i was feeling less anxious, or at least not feeling anxious about everything all the time, and then i turned into a terrible weepy mess on saturday and am back to convinced that nobody in my immediate orbit likes me, except for family though they obviously don't count.]
but when i called cousin c on my walk home from the train station, he commented that i seemed to be in a good mood and i found i could not disagree. this may be because:
- i didn't feel like an idiot at work today [and my boss wasn't around, which may be a related factor].
- i missed the shuttle so had to jog-walk the mile or so to the train station [and actually made it on time, which saved me an hour of waiting].
- this cute girl at the office [former army brat with spiky short blondish hair and tattoos who drives a rugged-as-shit jeep with no roof and no doors] actually spoke to me. she reminds me of ROG in a way--the straightforwardness of her manner--which reminded me to send ROG an email to say 'hi.'
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- sent an email that pissed off the russian and caused him to disengage [which pissed me off because 'dude, we were talking about my feelings, i'm not sure how your feelings suddenly came into play'].
- was informed by my dad, after a trip to the dmv, that it will cost *MILLIONS OF DOLLARS* to get my saab re-registered.
- [insert stuff that usually sucks all the time--i was doing relatively well last week and even mentioned to my counselor that i was feeling less anxious, or at least not feeling anxious about everything all the time, and then i turned into a terrible weepy mess on saturday and am back to convinced that nobody in my immediate orbit likes me, except for family though they obviously don't count.]
but when i called cousin c on my walk home from the train station, he commented that i seemed to be in a good mood and i found i could not disagree. this may be because:
- i didn't feel like an idiot at work today [and my boss wasn't around, which may be a related factor].
- i missed the shuttle so had to jog-walk the mile or so to the train station [and actually made it on time, which saved me an hour of waiting].
- this cute girl at the office [former army brat with spiky short blondish hair and tattoos who drives a rugged-as-shit jeep with no roof and no doors] actually spoke to me. she reminds me of ROG in a way--the straightforwardness of her manner--which reminded me to send ROG an email to say 'hi.'
This entry was originally posted at http://stuberyl.dreamwidth.org/317336.html. Feel free to comment here or there (but not everywhere).