v. odd [mood swing]
For no reason whatsoever, as far as I can tell, I am finding myself feeling suddenly very...
cheerful.
It's bizarre. So far this week I've felt mostly desperate and doomed. Behind the 8-ball. Suddenly this afternoon I'm feeling giddy, giggly, hopeful. And I can't even say it's got anything to do with food. (Though I did finally manage to snag a large bran muffin from the cafe this morning.)
Maybe it's because I've accepted my fate, and having no way to change things really, am whistling as my boat heads inevitably over the waterfall. Or maybe it's because the people I feel I've been letting down seem not to be mad at me. (Or maybe, secretly, it's because that charming person for whom I play favorites scheduled an impromptu meeting, and sat on my side of the table, and offered to be the Tigger to my Eeyore [balance, you see].)
Or maybe it is the bran muffin. One should never discount the power of a bran muffin so large that it must be eaten with a fork.
cheerful.
It's bizarre. So far this week I've felt mostly desperate and doomed. Behind the 8-ball. Suddenly this afternoon I'm feeling giddy, giggly, hopeful. And I can't even say it's got anything to do with food. (Though I did finally manage to snag a large bran muffin from the cafe this morning.)
Maybe it's because I've accepted my fate, and having no way to change things really, am whistling as my boat heads inevitably over the waterfall. Or maybe it's because the people I feel I've been letting down seem not to be mad at me. (Or maybe, secretly, it's because that charming person for whom I play favorites scheduled an impromptu meeting, and sat on my side of the table, and offered to be the Tigger to my Eeyore [balance, you see].)
Or maybe it is the bran muffin. One should never discount the power of a bran muffin so large that it must be eaten with a fork.