it's hard summarizing yourself within minutes. pressure to communicate as concisely and lightly as you can. i hate interviews but at least i'm getting better and better at them. my interview at bombay didn't go well. fuck. why can't i do this right.
fuck i'm so behind on so many things. stop being lazy, stop spending so much useless time on the net, and i'm sure things will look up.
http://www.myspace.com/sourkeys "demon or deity" their only good song, listen to it
i started drawing on this canvas i bought months ago. a coat of white paint does nothing to conceal the previous ideas i jotted down
tomorrow i wake at 8pm take my medication, swallowed with a ball of spit intead of water becuase i'm getting bloodwork done. apparently you can't eat or drink anything for the night or the morning of. then a jogg, shower, straighten my hair, go to the doctors. by 12 work until 9.15pm. and then come home.
i need to find a need doctors, get dain a birthday present (painting of a boot), make david some stuff on wednesday.