..I hate them ...
I feel so sick right now, i hate the fact that i hate my family and can't even talk to them anymore. I hate the fact that i hate my sister so much i just want to physically hurt her right now. Ive felt so much anger towards them for so long now, im just exsausted with thier fucking arrogance and non-caring piss taking. I just get picked on at the table everytime we eat together. I just hate it, and whats worse is that i genuenly so hate them, i just feel no love for them right now. If you're reading this you probably think this is some tiff that i feel towards them, but I just wnat to run away and i feel it everyday, i hate them so much. I feel no compasion for any of them, my sister picks on me about everything i do or say, my dad just sits there and backs up her stupid little fucking annoying comments, and my mum just sits there whilst they do it. I just come up to my room and cry for hours because i feel so much hate for them, and they just sit downstairs gossiping behind my back about everything i do, and they make out im some kind of problem child because my sister is so fucking perfect all the fucking time. I wouldnt care if each member of my family just died right now, that is how much i hate them for being so arrogant towards me. And when i see how other families are it makes me feel sick inside i just want to cry, like abis family and bretts and wixs. They just all get along with no problems, i hate the fact that i cnt even say that i love my parents any more. If i didnt have the one true love in my life i dnt know what i'd do right now. I just want to be happy with my family...........I dnt want to hate them so much like i do.