Exhausted!

[stuart8]

Its been many many months since I have been on here. For I believe anybody that might actually read this knows Erin, which has been my dear friend for many years and many more to come. I just really cant talk to her at the moment even though I know that is what she needs. Sometime people (myself) become so drained they can not deal with certain things. Me and Erin had an argument for which I do not believe was my fault, ok part of it was. Yes, I completely said something the wrong way which I often do. Hell I am a guy. But what came out of it is that I learn how Erin felt about something she obviously been holding back. This was a good development on opening up and her getting her feelings out, which she should have done long time ago. The timing sucked, and the delivery sucked just as bad. But know we have something in the air I can not deal with at this moment. (yes I know Erin will be reading this and that is kinda of the point, in fact if it wasn’t for her I would not be writing at the moment. I came on here to check to see if she is ok because I do care.) I feel talking to her right now will lead to nothing more then a cont of our argument which I have never felt that way about calling her before. I don’t want to argue and I feel if I do my best not to argue with her at the moment it will lead to a very quite conversation. I going to move off from this now and let time do its thing.

I got to drive my uncle’s new 1980 corvette which is in great shape. I never had such a smile on my face from driving a car.

I get to go to Montréal in a week for a couple of days. I will have a blast there.

I have a lot more going on but need to go now. I will finish my update on my life sometime in the future.

Stuart