down down down down

Sep 01, 2004 13:52

hey people...dont really know what to put today...im feeling down...been staying at kels a lot recently and altho we've only been together a month and a half i hate being apart and i really wanna move in with her,we both share this view.
im at home for now and i hate it,im sick of this place now, dunno whether its the place itself/my family or what.but i need to get out asap.

oh yeah....rich fucked up any chance of being my mate again,last night he saw me with my sister and later on texted me and said "so ur into big birds 'n all now r ya? didnt know u walked down sesame street" he didnt know it was my sister,i sent a VERY angry text back and then he said he didnt know it was my sis. i asked if that was meant to be an apology and he said no then asked since when do i get so wound up?
even if he didnt know it was my sis he could see she knew me and u dont say that about "mates" friends. hes such a twat and i hate him for it,especially as my sis had just given me £10 for food, gave me some beers and food from hers and a toaster for me and kel to have in kels room! how fucking cool! just cos rich is a sad and lonely wanker its not my fault!!!!
i miss kel, theres some guy she works with who blatantly fancies her and its just me being me but i dont like him for that reason. he kept flirting with her and its happened to me before. altho i know kels different to my ex's.
the guy is a moron he said "i think im more mature than most people my age cos i just want a gf i can stay in with" then he went onto say " i wanna be 17 forever cos i can be young for good then and be crazy all the time without any major consequences" how does having a kid at 17 sound to ya?!fucking moron.

Disarmed have a gig 2mo at Riga in southend.its £3 to get in and i think doors open at 7.30/8.
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