Oct 15, 2008 13:09
Im jumbled, mumbled, at odds and ends, at sixes and sevens......I know, I know, how the fuck is that any different from the way I've been since I started this damn journal (celebrating it's fifth year anniversary new year's eve)
I don't know...Im not even in a bad mood this week, just.....
well, If I could explain it......
I can't, obvioulsy
I'm in a Matthew Ryan type mood....I always associate his music with fall, with the turning of the leaves, with the oncoming dark and cold....and he's kinda like a warm blanket, a little defense against the onrushing night
by the way....his new record is a gem
Well, in the news of the mundane trivialites of life, my boss almost got fired and got the whole department/potential home shut down....because she couldn't be bothered to pay 60 dollars to renew her licenese on time (her license was at least two months expired)
she can, twice a year, fly first class with herself, husband, grandkids, and grandkids friends, all to disney world on her time, but she cant be bothered to fork over 60 big ones for a sense of proffesional security
sometimes, I feel like I'm the only sane person I know....and it's driving me crazy
20 days left.....
Im all out of comments on it at this point, lol....but give me a day and it all changes
well, I guess that's it
ill keep on being heroic in a failing way
laters