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[stsoledad]

So the truck we have to move stuff to school got reserved for the day i was gonna move in, thus I get to go up a day early and stay at the inn with my parents and move in in the morning. I feel so bad cause we're bringing Nic and all his stuff too, so it effects him too and he has to get a place for the night since we cant move in until monday. So while I have less time here, and have to rush, and stay in a hotel with my parents (not ideal), there is good coming from this. I think I might be able to convince my dad to leave early enough to make it up in time to go to Artisan that night! I want so badly to let them see where I go to church (especially since I'll be there more this year because Ghislaine left the CRL) I have so much that I need to sort out, in all senses of the phrase, but I think everything will come around soon. I just have a feeling of hope. I really hope that I can get back on track this week.

and on a random side note, I love that when I start getting down, I have people who will who send me encouraging messages. they don't even know that it was needed but they just lift my entire day. friends are God's remedy to every ill.

last randomness before I shut up. Why am I so emotionaly linked to music? I feel like there are some songs that just appeal to my heart in a way that nothing else can. even if the words mean nothing to me I can feel at home in the tune. then there are those that I feel like I could have written had I been more articulate (the above listed song included)

all i want to do is drive down a long road with the radio on and the moon lighting my way.