meaningless, really
the fatigue and a bit of the anger are starting to well up behind my eyes.
I pretty much expect to have a dumb ass "i'm still at college" dream tonight.
The worst ones are the ones were I know I should have already graduated but for some reason I'm sticking around for a 5th year. Sticking around and out, sore thumb style. Fuck I hate nostalgia dreams, particularly when I'm lucid enough to realize it's bullshit.
I really hate being reminded of my stupid (overpriced, underutilized) fucking college.
I hate how I miss the beauty of the place and the people. It's like poison girlfriend I can't seem to get over.
...and now that means that I'm probably going to have an ex-girlfriend dream now. Lovely.
Also, I hate my job. Domestic situation remain fraught with pissing me off.
Will try to work on stories this weekend.
-12th
I pretty much expect to have a dumb ass "i'm still at college" dream tonight.
The worst ones are the ones were I know I should have already graduated but for some reason I'm sticking around for a 5th year. Sticking around and out, sore thumb style. Fuck I hate nostalgia dreams, particularly when I'm lucid enough to realize it's bullshit.
I really hate being reminded of my stupid (overpriced, underutilized) fucking college.
I hate how I miss the beauty of the place and the people. It's like poison girlfriend I can't seem to get over.
...and now that means that I'm probably going to have an ex-girlfriend dream now. Lovely.
Also, I hate my job. Domestic situation remain fraught with pissing me off.
Will try to work on stories this weekend.
-12th