meh its been an eternity

[stshorty]

hey yall i know its een a long tim e i cant really catch up now ut yeah im doin good relatively anyway i think ill find a way through somehow i am in thailand which is like haaii for us except unforunately i get a lil more attention here than i would there (and people wonder why i hate guys as a gender*no offense boys*) anywho yeah theres a pool right downstairswhere u can sit in the pol on stools and eat in the water :) and like its clean so im not afraid of it. i went to the ocean with my sister once its like 70 feet or something from our hotel. the thing is im afaraid of the ocean *blushie* gosh i know im pathetic ut ltugh its nice to look at im deathly afraid of it. i forced myself to go out till the water was like deeper than my waist for a while cause i wanted so badly for emmato have fun and she begged me everytime i was gonna leave not to go so i felt ad and stayed. yeah i got cut by the sand cause i got knocked over waves a few times i wish i was big like my sis sometimes i cant always fend for mself let alone keep her safe. i g2g my internet time is up ttyl i hope yall are ok i think at u alot some more than others *blushie* toodles

ps im learning japanese its fun and pretty easy :D