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i’m still alive…
...everybody clap.
well my aunt and cousins moved out of my grandmother’s house, (that’s where i’m staying) so i have a lot more privacy. it gets quiet, but they drop by so much (for the free food of course) that i don’t get that lonely. who am i kidding? that last sentence was a lie. nowadays, every minute of the day, in a crowded room, even in this library right now...i feel lonely. ;-(
school...found a table to sit at, (when i don’t skip lunch) but i’m just an outsider. a tag along who invited herself into the group, but who’s not truly in the circle... that’s me, the loner, the quiet girl in the corner who never talks, the one with no friends everyone stares at....
i’m dying here....dying of boredom. (but that’s just one of ‘em though) i been reading again...yes i read. well i did b4 i got my new computer, so now that i’m w/o it, i’m back to reading. so far i’ve read two books. and i’m about to start a new book by my fav author. i’m boring u, i know. how exciting my life is!!!
b-day count down is nineteen days...plans? nope...
i’ve got to start the guilt trip on my mom, about her makin me move here and leave my home and friends, to get here to let me come up to n.y...
what a sweet sixteen this’ll be... :-/
...everybody clap.
well my aunt and cousins moved out of my grandmother’s house, (that’s where i’m staying) so i have a lot more privacy. it gets quiet, but they drop by so much (for the free food of course) that i don’t get that lonely. who am i kidding? that last sentence was a lie. nowadays, every minute of the day, in a crowded room, even in this library right now...i feel lonely. ;-(
school...found a table to sit at, (when i don’t skip lunch) but i’m just an outsider. a tag along who invited herself into the group, but who’s not truly in the circle... that’s me, the loner, the quiet girl in the corner who never talks, the one with no friends everyone stares at....
i’m dying here....dying of boredom. (but that’s just one of ‘em though) i been reading again...yes i read. well i did b4 i got my new computer, so now that i’m w/o it, i’m back to reading. so far i’ve read two books. and i’m about to start a new book by my fav author. i’m boring u, i know. how exciting my life is!!!
b-day count down is nineteen days...plans? nope...
i’ve got to start the guilt trip on my mom, about her makin me move here and leave my home and friends, to get here to let me come up to n.y...
what a sweet sixteen this’ll be... :-/