In memory of Jeremy McIntosh. Never forgotten, always loved

Feb 28, 2008 00:22

I wrote this, it's inspired by the recent death of my cusin/one of my best friends who recently passed. I love you Jeremy. I'll never forget all the crazy shit we did and all the good times we had together. You were one of a kind, everyone loves you and everyone misses you dearly.

In this short life I've lived
I've come to realise we all come and go
Either death takes us or time breaks us apart
I feel the loss and I feel it deep in my heart
I look up and question the sky above and the stars
I'd ask god face to face why he took you away
I know the answer because I've found it today
Dying young is never right
Unless we live another life
Empty and broken on a lonely night
And here in my heart stays the knife
A knife that marks the loss of your life
And with every time I know you're gone
The knife stabs deeper into my heart
Watch the bullet spin
Soon to end a life that was just to begin
I cried and cried till I couldnt feel my eyes
I paced back and forth till there was no time
May you rest in piece and not in pieces
Our body is a shell that our soul leases
The soul lives on when the body is gone
It leaves the body when it's life is done
The soul does not speak out loud and with motions
The soul speaks from only emotions
I stay up all night and wonder
How our bodies rot when we're under
When people die they never really leave
Our memories are ours and ours to keep
And it hurts to know
The closest I will ever come to your shell is 6ft deep
May your soul stay with me and the memories
The memories will last forever
We'd do nothing but laugh when together
Then I stop and suddenly remember
The soul is an ever burning ember
Soul is what we are
As I drive around in my car
The sorrow drips into my heart
The sorrow leaks and leaks like a broken sink
Sometimes it poors when I start to think
You are gone now but you're not dead yet
Why did you have to go, this is something I dont get
May angels come and lead your soul away
To a better life of better days
May the clouds be your new resting place
You are one of a kind, no one could ever replace
You will forever be in my heart and on my mind
I didnt want to believe when I heard you died
Soon my memory will forget your voice
It will soon forget your laugh
If the reeper came to play his game
I'd play roulete in exchage for you to stay
If I could I'd gladly take your place
Getting the news crushed me so bad
Made me forget of any good things I have
The bullet is my worst enemy
I hate it for taking you away from me
In the back of the ambulance
As the lights shine luminent
Your soul was soon to leave
Death is something imminent
This is what I believe
As the ambulance door closes
Your body soon becomes red roses
Now god is my greatest enemy
He took your life and you away from me
I will soon send god a letter letting him know
If he continues to take from me I'd rather stay below
I will always miss him and he needs to know
Just give me a few last words
Then maybe I can some how let this pain go

WHITE POWER! Love you always and forever Jeremy.

i love you jeremy

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