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all he has to do is play with my hair..
or touch my face..
.. and i instantly melt
i hate having all these insecurities
and i know they're just plain stupid
i know he cares about me
i realized tonight that a way i acted with someone else, is similar to how he acts with me
and it feels amazing to realize it
tonight we had dinner with mom, dad, Tom, Lorri, Thomas, and their friend Ross.
he fit right in.
eeeeveryone made fun of me
Ross was drunk, saying stupid shit, and everyone calling him old (he's 10 years younger than the oldest, mind you, and thus younger than all but Thomas, Shawn and me) and he'd switch it back to me.
.825
"i need another beer"
"wanna go around the block?"
"head around the corner"
".825!!"
moron-kisses getting passed around.. i kissed Shawn, Thomas kissed me, Lorri kissed Thomas, lol.
Thomas and his backwards "L"
"oooooh hahaha" 10 minutes later
me talking = Ross drinking
"Don't hate on Shawn!"
oooooh what am i gonna do with this boy.
or touch my face..
.. and i instantly melt
i hate having all these insecurities
and i know they're just plain stupid
i know he cares about me
i realized tonight that a way i acted with someone else, is similar to how he acts with me
and it feels amazing to realize it
tonight we had dinner with mom, dad, Tom, Lorri, Thomas, and their friend Ross.
he fit right in.
eeeeveryone made fun of me
Ross was drunk, saying stupid shit, and everyone calling him old (he's 10 years younger than the oldest, mind you, and thus younger than all but Thomas, Shawn and me) and he'd switch it back to me.
.825
"i need another beer"
"wanna go around the block?"
"head around the corner"
".825!!"
moron-kisses getting passed around.. i kissed Shawn, Thomas kissed me, Lorri kissed Thomas, lol.
Thomas and his backwards "L"
"oooooh hahaha" 10 minutes later
me talking = Ross drinking
"Don't hate on Shawn!"
oooooh what am i gonna do with this boy.