The College Life
So i've ditched 2 classes already.
ditched them, not dropped them.
just ditched one night of physics, which is a useless class anyways, just review... and very bad review at that..
and ditched psychology tuesday, talked to my friend in the class though, they spent the whole time basically talking about Pavlov's dog. so i'm good. besides, with 230 kids, it's hard for him to notice. hell my friend wasn't sure if i ditched the class completely, or just ditched her and sat elsewhere, haha.
i broke out in english tonight finally. making some friends.. mostly guys.. go figure, haha. one's name is Danny though. Danny Wild. I only know his last name bc she says it all the time to differentiate between the two of us, since we both sit in the back right corner of the room, every day. I'm gathering a little group back there, it's funny. Danny and i spend basically the whole time drawing. David wants me to bring in my poetry to read one of these nights, despite my warning of my dark, twisted, and morbidness.. Tonight David and I talked about Physics too, before class at least. we talked about the speed of light, apparently he didn't know time slows down until his roommate told him last night, so he was all excited about it and thought it was so cool. Then Danny and I compared pictures. He decided to start a multi-week sketch of our picture-perfect teacher... she's annoying and old, and according to him, it's impossible not to draw her! haha. we're the slacker corner, it's pretty funny. and the more we break into groups, the more ppl i "contaminate" with my slacker qualities, and the more that drift to my back corner, it's great. Oh, and there's this kid Nima in there... NOTHING like Nima in SD though. but he's a cool kid. i have math with him (in the same exact room ironically) so he helped me out today with that.
in physics I have Kosbie with me.. weird too.. but oh well it's cool talking to him. we talked so freaking much last wednesday. just really caught up. it was pretty cool.
Then math.. the dreaded math. I dont know how on earth i am going to survive that class.. if it weren't my major, and i wasn't so determined to stick through it, i would definitely drop that class. I love the teacher, he is just so awesome and full of energy. i feel like i understand simply bc he sounds so positive and reassuring... but i DONT get it. the basis of what we're learning i dont get. i get the higher stuff.. but the base for our proofs.. yuck. dont understand at all. and i'm stuck on it. i need to go to office hours to talk to him about it, but i dont even know what the problem is! it's frusterating.. but i'm hoping i can make it through...
then there's ballroom thursday nights. 8-0:15 followed by a dance. it kicks ass. and i'm joining the competition group for newcomers dance.. i just have to find a partner.. and i danced with quite a few guys tonight (we have to switch partners a lot) that were good, and strong, and great at leading, and we just worked really well together.. but i dont know who's got a partner, or who is even competing.. so i'm kinda stuck.. until tuesday at least.. hopefully i'll be able to go to the team lesson at the american dance thing... i think ash is gonna give me a ride.. hopefully at least...
and I should really get to sleep.. i miss everyone so much though. and can't wait to get to see you all!
i'm headed for home this weekend, i want to see my puppies, and my backyard, and my baby.but i dont have much time. i get in around midnight friday night, and have to head up to LA sunday around like 4-4:30.. so not too much time.. but i may have time to see a few ppl.. so just text or dive me a call if you want to see me... or better yet.. i check this a lot.. so just leave a message on here.. either way.
good night. lovers yous.
ditched them, not dropped them.
just ditched one night of physics, which is a useless class anyways, just review... and very bad review at that..
and ditched psychology tuesday, talked to my friend in the class though, they spent the whole time basically talking about Pavlov's dog. so i'm good. besides, with 230 kids, it's hard for him to notice. hell my friend wasn't sure if i ditched the class completely, or just ditched her and sat elsewhere, haha.
i broke out in english tonight finally. making some friends.. mostly guys.. go figure, haha. one's name is Danny though. Danny Wild. I only know his last name bc she says it all the time to differentiate between the two of us, since we both sit in the back right corner of the room, every day. I'm gathering a little group back there, it's funny. Danny and i spend basically the whole time drawing. David wants me to bring in my poetry to read one of these nights, despite my warning of my dark, twisted, and morbidness.. Tonight David and I talked about Physics too, before class at least. we talked about the speed of light, apparently he didn't know time slows down until his roommate told him last night, so he was all excited about it and thought it was so cool. Then Danny and I compared pictures. He decided to start a multi-week sketch of our picture-perfect teacher... she's annoying and old, and according to him, it's impossible not to draw her! haha. we're the slacker corner, it's pretty funny. and the more we break into groups, the more ppl i "contaminate" with my slacker qualities, and the more that drift to my back corner, it's great. Oh, and there's this kid Nima in there... NOTHING like Nima in SD though. but he's a cool kid. i have math with him (in the same exact room ironically) so he helped me out today with that.
in physics I have Kosbie with me.. weird too.. but oh well it's cool talking to him. we talked so freaking much last wednesday. just really caught up. it was pretty cool.
Then math.. the dreaded math. I dont know how on earth i am going to survive that class.. if it weren't my major, and i wasn't so determined to stick through it, i would definitely drop that class. I love the teacher, he is just so awesome and full of energy. i feel like i understand simply bc he sounds so positive and reassuring... but i DONT get it. the basis of what we're learning i dont get. i get the higher stuff.. but the base for our proofs.. yuck. dont understand at all. and i'm stuck on it. i need to go to office hours to talk to him about it, but i dont even know what the problem is! it's frusterating.. but i'm hoping i can make it through...
then there's ballroom thursday nights. 8-0:15 followed by a dance. it kicks ass. and i'm joining the competition group for newcomers dance.. i just have to find a partner.. and i danced with quite a few guys tonight (we have to switch partners a lot) that were good, and strong, and great at leading, and we just worked really well together.. but i dont know who's got a partner, or who is even competing.. so i'm kinda stuck.. until tuesday at least.. hopefully i'll be able to go to the team lesson at the american dance thing... i think ash is gonna give me a ride.. hopefully at least...
and I should really get to sleep.. i miss everyone so much though. and can't wait to get to see you all!
i'm headed for home this weekend, i want to see my puppies, and my backyard, and my baby.but i dont have much time. i get in around midnight friday night, and have to head up to LA sunday around like 4-4:30.. so not too much time.. but i may have time to see a few ppl.. so just text or dive me a call if you want to see me... or better yet.. i check this a lot.. so just leave a message on here.. either way.
good night. lovers yous.