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It's barely into my last free summer, my first summer as an adult..
I'm working at Spectra Contract Flooring with my mom in accounting.. $8/hr 6hrs/day 5days/wk
Still working at Pinnacle Peak as a hostess.. minimum wage, not so many hours
Spending most of my free time either home, or with my love.
My mini-me comes home to SD on July 21st!!! i'm excited XD
Kyle comes home tomorrow... I'm happy =)
Mom comes home friday.. I can't remember the last time I felt so lost without her, lol, it's weirrrrd! work is strange without her there.
I got me a new phone finally!!! it's the sprint version of the Razor.. but cooler! lol
Life is going pretty good. nothing extremely good or bad for the most part. My days tend to be pretty moderate in all senses, it's nice.
but then there's dad.. who feels unappreciated, I'm sure. he and I seem to be so tense lately, for a while actually.. I think he's taking this college shit the hardest. mom's come to terms with it.. i'm half excited, half scared.. but dad.. i think he's afraid of losing his little girl.. and we can't seem to be around each other long before being at eachothers throats. it's horrible.
there's also sis.. who I can't seem to be around anymore. I care so much that I can't help but get overly stressed when she starts to mention touchy topics. I yelled at her the other night. I felt so incredibly horrible, I knew I was in the wrong, and I know nothing will make up for it, but I just don't know how to handle stuff with her anymore.
The majority of my life is going so well, things are falling into place.. and yet, the 2 ppl I've been closest to for the past few years or more, are the only 2 I can't seem to share my happiness with.
I'm working at Spectra Contract Flooring with my mom in accounting.. $8/hr 6hrs/day 5days/wk
Still working at Pinnacle Peak as a hostess.. minimum wage, not so many hours
Spending most of my free time either home, or with my love.
My mini-me comes home to SD on July 21st!!! i'm excited XD
Kyle comes home tomorrow... I'm happy =)
Mom comes home friday.. I can't remember the last time I felt so lost without her, lol, it's weirrrrd! work is strange without her there.
I got me a new phone finally!!! it's the sprint version of the Razor.. but cooler! lol
Life is going pretty good. nothing extremely good or bad for the most part. My days tend to be pretty moderate in all senses, it's nice.
but then there's dad.. who feels unappreciated, I'm sure. he and I seem to be so tense lately, for a while actually.. I think he's taking this college shit the hardest. mom's come to terms with it.. i'm half excited, half scared.. but dad.. i think he's afraid of losing his little girl.. and we can't seem to be around each other long before being at eachothers throats. it's horrible.
there's also sis.. who I can't seem to be around anymore. I care so much that I can't help but get overly stressed when she starts to mention touchy topics. I yelled at her the other night. I felt so incredibly horrible, I knew I was in the wrong, and I know nothing will make up for it, but I just don't know how to handle stuff with her anymore.
The majority of my life is going so well, things are falling into place.. and yet, the 2 ppl I've been closest to for the past few years or more, are the only 2 I can't seem to share my happiness with.