May 28, 2005 16:19
Geez....just when you think you are getting over her there she is in my dreams again and my god did it seem real. She was there in my room and we made up and we kissed and vowed never to be apart again. I woke up feeling so sad and just missing her so much.
I was feeling so much better lately and was getting over her but I am back to square one today and even in town I kept seeing people who looked just like her.
This really sucks as I KNOW she still loves me or else she would not visit me in my dreams. We use to visit eachother in dreams when we was together so why is she visiting me again. What is her reasoning and why.
I wish we could talk in real life....I wish we could just sort this out. She is hurting and I am hurting and our pain could go if we could just talk. This weekend is our anaversery of meeting too....so its not good.