Mar 20, 2009 23:21
I'm keeping this journal open to everyone to see simply for people to get to know me. But after this there will be no more public entries.
Hello, everyone welcome to my [new] livejournal.
***I suggest you read this, it helps a lot with understanding me
This entry I'm kind of using as a get to know me tell all basics biography. I'm going to try and keep it short. I'm doing this because from entries here on out a lot of things will be mentioned. Whether you're a new friend or was new right before I made this journal you won't understand things that stem from my life mentioned in this journal, while others who have been following my life since the beginning understand when I mention the names of say Kevin or Lacey.
Anyway, let's start. My name is Megan, don't ever call me that, I simply go by Meg if you're referring to my given name. But friends, some since high school call me Strawberry (Explained in due time) or Nympho. I'm a 21 year old that went to bars more since I was 16. I am not new to the party scene. I consider myself a bisexual nymphomaniac. Through out most of my day I have a high sex drive. Sex is included as a big part of my life.
I'm an independent escort. I've been doing this since my senior year in high school after I turned 18. I tailor to the fantasies and wishes well off clients both men and women. Because most of my clients are well known in San Fransisco or at least in their circles I will never mention names. I keep my client list discreet as well as my advertisement simply because my family name is big in the city as well. I don't do it for money, that was never a reason I became an escort in the beginning. It's just an added bonus. I did it for the sex and the thrill of control. I'm big on gaining the power through sex. Because I work independently, my best friend/roommate, Jack arranges all my schedules and money.
Before I became an escort I already had the notches on my bedpost carved down to a toothpick. I began having sex at 15. I had my first sexual encounter with a friend Lacey who at the time was a junior (while I was a freshmen). I wasn't popular and was kind of dweeby who sucked at math. My dad hired Lacey as my tutor and one day something happened and bisexual Lacey seduced me. From there things drastically changed. Lacey changed my look, took me to all the cool parties, and arranged (you could almost call it whoring) me with some of the guys and girls that would never look twice at me before. From there Strawberry was created. I gained that name because I was infamous with my peers for giving blowjobs with Strawberry lipgloss. I lost my virginity on my 15th birthday which was arranged from Lacey as a one night stand. My sexual door was opened from there I was showed the world of promiscuity and exploration of sexual desires. I experienced my fantasies by the time I was 17. You could say I was a slut, I didn't and I still don't care. I developed a love for sex. I was the girl that had rumors that she fucked the English teacher. That rumor was true. My exploration of sex didn't stop at my high school surroundings. Because I was developed I got into bars with connections because I was most likely sleeping with the head bartender. I hit the high spots in San Fransisco regularly without any blockage, which brought me to older and newer people.
I've only had one monogamous relationship it was in the span of my last two years in high school, on and off, with a guy named Kevin. He was the popular jock who wanted more than sex (we didn't sleep together until the fourth round of going out which was my senior year). He wanted me tamed and I was beyond wanting that. I will settle down when I want to. I was in love with Kevin, and we were an emotional drama roller coaster, but people move on from high school feelings. It would have never worked out with him and I.
I have two best friends who happen to be twin siblings. Their names are Kat and Jack. Complete opposites and you would never know they're twins. Jack is gay, and as some people describe a scenester. He attended Academy of Art with me and majors in Fashion. He's as wild and carefree as me and encourages any exploration. Kat is nowhere the type of me. If she wasn't my best friend and practically sister I'd write her off as very frigid. She's conservative, versus me and Jack and believes in the marriage and 2.5 kids living in the house of a white picket fence. She's my concious that I don't want to hear while she advises me not to sleep with the guy I'm eyeing at the bar.
Lacey, the girl that made me who I am, suggested after I turned 18 that I become an escort because I had basically reached a standstill of exploration. Other than the one night stands and fuck buddies I had, nothing new was coming. So I tried it out and I loved it.
How was I able to get away with all this from my parents? My parents were never around. My father who's a big city defense lawyer always was working or away on trips/parties for work. And my mother who works at Livermore Lab went with him. Daddy gave me his credit card through out high school and eventually my own. I am a spoiled rich girl which is why money was never the reason to be an escort. My parents are now divorced something that I don't give a damn about, again my parents were never around. They don't know I'm an escort, and I work damn hard not to get caught so that I don't put shame to the family name.
Through escorting I met Curtis. He was a one time appointment client who had me attend his work firm's social gathering or other. We ended up talking the night away and things developed beyond my usual client/me relationship, something that has never happened. We began seeing each other as fuck buddies first and it developed also beyond that. I would settle down for Curtis, I almost got close to it. But when I do I'll make the decision. He meets my needs beyond the bedroom. We're in an 'open relationship' now but who knows, maybe we'll take the actual step to commit one day.
I'm going to range that I've had over 150 different partners. This includes my clients as well every sexual partner. I've never contracted or shown symptoms of an STD. I have a monthly doctors appointments where I get my testing done. 12 times a year. I demand all new partners to wear a condom unless I know they're safe do they get to take it off. My clients pay a higher fee as well as must show a recent test results in order to go bareback with me. I know the dangers of a promiscuous life...I take all the precautions.
Besides being an escort I also work as an office manager/receptionist at a salon, a job I've had since I was 16. It's like my second home and I can't bare to leave it. Besides that I work in gallery as an event planner/arranger. I'm striving towards a career as a professional photographer. I've been working on my large portfolio since high school shooting local bands/portraits/models and my own personal work.
But thats basically my life. I can't go into a whole lot of detail so I'll just incorporate and explain as I go along with my entries. If you have any questions or want to talk more about anything just comment. I'll be happy to discuss/answer any questions.
♥ Meg
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