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HOLY FUCK.someone once told me "when your mad NEVER write in LJ bc once the person your mad at reads it u cant ever take it back" well im not fucking mad just i duno lol i dont know where else 2 turn 2 and i have 2 get SHIT off my chest.
HAVE YOU EVER FELT THAT U DIDNT WANT 2 GO ON ANYMORE? that u had no one ..not even family(when family is sopposed 2 always be there..but they dont understand)..that your alone..where u wana pick up a gun and fucking end it all. all the pain. im so fucking sick of EVERYTHING//EVERYONE. im sick of fucking living. im sick of fucking simi valley im sick of sshs. im sick of feeling like this im sick of not having one person im sick of feelling sick!!!!
if she was my best friend how could she have looked into my eyes and thought i was okay..??
YOU GOTA KEEP ON KEEPIN ON..
i dont wana keep on keepin on anymore..
i dont
HAVE YOU EVER FELT THAT U DIDNT WANT 2 GO ON ANYMORE? that u had no one ..not even family(when family is sopposed 2 always be there..but they dont understand)..that your alone..where u wana pick up a gun and fucking end it all. all the pain. im so fucking sick of EVERYTHING//EVERYONE. im sick of fucking living. im sick of fucking simi valley im sick of sshs. im sick of feeling like this im sick of not having one person im sick of feelling sick!!!!
if she was my best friend how could she have looked into my eyes and thought i was okay..??
YOU GOTA KEEP ON KEEPIN ON..
i dont wana keep on keepin on anymore..
i dont