depression.........
Have you ever had one of those days. You know where everything seams to go just horribly wrong. It seams that everything and everyone is against you. I dont know how to explain things other than im fed up with my life. Dont have the job I want or should have. Dont live in a town where i have friends readily available to talkto when i get to feeling this down. Down have my performing career where i want it. Dont get to see my family. Dont have things working as well as i wish they were as far as my relationship. I feel alone. Plus cant tell ne one how im really feeling and whats really going on because noone cares to listen. Hopefully all this will go away it will all be a bad dream and to top things off come july people will realize things the way they should.I hate having to carry around a secret and hate even more not having a stable place to lay my head or call my home.... but such is life it seams ..or such is my life..