Apr 05, 2007 22:14
i lost her. for good. she has cut me out of her life. and no, i dont think this is a good thing. i think this is the most miserable thing thats ever happened to me. im pathetic and i dont care. i need her. i dont care how unhealthy that is. i just keep crying like i lost everything, which i basically did. tiffany always had a hold on my heart. sure our relationship was inpractical, and apeared enevitably doomed. but it made me so happy, and it made her happy. now were just hurt. my vibrantly colored life now turns to grey.