how do i tell my mom im engaged to tiffany....
today was awsome, a great end to a fantastic week. it may take a great deal of time and effort but im very happy in my quest to marry tiffany. she makes me feel....not whole, i feel that on my own. not even important or needed or any of those cliches. its more like she just makes me feel simply happy. a happy i havent felt since the good days with craig. the only diffrence is they dont last three days then explode. its a lasting happyness. but other things are going on. like the way i LOVE my job. other than the fact that im yet to remember how to do exchanges or special orders, im kicking major sales ass. like....thanks to olivia helping me learn my job, im becoming really good at selling people things they sooo dont need and will never use. though i try to avoid doing that and sell them things that they will like....but people insist on the useless crap. so whatever. i just got off the phone with danielle. i havent talked to her in forever, since right after the really bad visit we had. talking to her always brings a smile to my face, because she tries to be such a good person, even if she usually fails because she tries to hard to please everyone then just goes fuck it and pleases herself. but she tries. she makes more effort than most people i know. now im lonely, i have no one to talk to. so im just talking to myself on this blog. whatever. olivia bit me like 4 times today. its funny, she just like bites people or picks me up and just like...shes crazy man, but shes awsome for it. ok ive rambled on enough for today, so till tomorow. bye