so the prostitot is turning out to be worse than i thought....
before she was an alcoholic with an uncontrollable sex drive( im trying to put this nicely). now shes a racist neo-nazi who wants to curbstomp my friends. yet, she comforts me. the way she cares about me so much, and wants to protect me...its nice. and while we were dating, she was the ideal girlfriend until she cheated on me(which she still denies). but i mean she was affectionate and sweet and caring and...i dont know. i think thats why i cant let her go. i hold on to that south oaks catered fantasy of her being this person she acted towards me. and im fairly sure it was partially an act, though not compleatly.
oh well.
but other than that...my doctor finally fuckin called, relieving me of my hallucinations and deeply suicidal abandonment issues. yay.
and i actually remembered to do my half of the creative writing final progect. now i just have to rely on emo joe to hold up his half. thats really funny. im going to fail.
i have PANIC! AT THE DISCO stuck in my head.
am i a bad lesbian because i humped my ex boyfriend in the middle of the hallway? i mean, i only did it jokingly....shut up, im a good lesbian when it counts.
oh well.
but other than that...my doctor finally fuckin called, relieving me of my hallucinations and deeply suicidal abandonment issues. yay.
and i actually remembered to do my half of the creative writing final progect. now i just have to rely on emo joe to hold up his half. thats really funny. im going to fail.
i have PANIC! AT THE DISCO stuck in my head.
am i a bad lesbian because i humped my ex boyfriend in the middle of the hallway? i mean, i only did it jokingly....shut up, im a good lesbian when it counts.