i kept my word when i swore that i would let you down....

[strudelthoughts]

yes i have senses fail's "calling all cars" blasting my skull. over and over...i love the repeat button. um so today i worked and it went quickly then i changed into my regular punked up self and went to ferards party. it was great. im manic so its a little hard for me to focus long enought to tell you what happened so it comes at random ready? card games, ferards my cushion, twister, movie jeepers creepers 2 i love watching the heads get ripped off almost as good as the bunny at 2 am. um um....yeah then me and the heathers sung panic at the disco. hehhe. ferard loved his present and even though it was like...his xmas present really...anyway so yeah and he liked the card with his awsomeness astablished inside. heheh.

calling all cars weve got another victom
because my love has become an affliction...
_sensed fail_

im so manic im confussed and thinking insane things and i like it i just hope i dont do anything ill wish i hadnt....cause i dont do regrets, i so just do i wish i hadnts. um so yeah. im single and getting more desperate by the day...how apealing, i know. im sure the person im looking for is right in front of me and im just an idiot. oh well. if your her...come find me. then again nobody reads this so its like...a pointless message. so if you happen to read this...pass the come find me message on to someone who will date me. heheh.