Dec 24, 2010 11:02
When I fall for someone, I fall hard. As much as I deny it, deep down, that's just who I am. It's risky, but that's what life's all about. If I don't take the risk, I'll regret it.
I've been a hypocrite; preaching about openness, yet being so closed and reserved. What am I so afraid of? If he doesn't like me, it wasn't meant to be.
I'm not in any rush, but I'm just really excited. That intoxicating rush that brightens anybody's day...it's invigorating; euphoric...
Fuck this fear; fuck anxiety. Just fuckin' live.
hungry thoughts,
mr. b,
:)