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Fuck Life. I can't stand this anymore. It's the same old mundane shit over and over again. It's not even amusing anymore, just the same old crap. I don't know how I lasted so long going on like this. No wonder I'm so fucking depressed lately. I feel like a rat in a cage. I need some real change in life. This shit is fucking killing me. I don't even feel real anymore, like a shell or a fucking robot. There's so much more in life. All I do is hang around here doing nothing, or hang around on some fucking street and do NOTHING and WASTE my life. I don't even know who's my friend or who's fucking faking it anymore. I don't know what to do. Time's like this I think I'd think alot clearer with a bullet in my head. I feel like a fucking MASCOT. This. Shit. Is. So. Fucking. Inane. I wish I had something, someone, anything to get me out of this fucking sick cycle of life I've been living. I can't believe how I've been lately. It's sicKk. I look back at the last 2 years and I can't believe I was even awake. What the hell is wrong with me?